help......

its been almost 2 years since i last blogged. oh well, im back right now. for my 2nd year in my degree had not been smooth. but i will give in all my effort to finish this course and , i will never give up for my future. my blog titled help . yes. help. why help....because at this very moment, i really really miss you. i think i nvr missed a person this much in my life. its been almost 2 years when you left, and its been this 2 years i have been missing you. no other girl seem to be as important as you to me. but what breaks my heart is that everything had been taking a path down recently. had not heard from you in this 6 months. wonder how are you and how have you been doing. wanted to contact you but my heavy heart is telling me not to do so. nvr felt so frustrated in my life. sometimes i would take a long drive in the lonely night , just to clear my mind. many times, i told myself to get over you but it didnt seem to be that way. my emotions had calmed down in this 2 years, but i still think of you a little every day and alot when i felt sad. i knw you may not know this but, i am a fool. yes. a fool for loving you. have you forgotten about me? perhaps its better for all of this to be forgotten and let it be a memory blown into the sea.....