Sunday, July 5, 2009
It's been a long time.......
A year, 3 months and 6 months has passed...I still think of her...I have tried and tried to forget about her...i eventually succeeded. But as i watched certain movies and listen to certain songs, she just drifted back to my mind...though i enjoyed being with her for a time...forgetting her was the hardest part that i could have to bear...my feelings are so tortured...i wanted very very much to cry...sometimes i just want to cry myself to sleep...why has such a happy memory turned to my most unforgettable sadness in my heart? i never really knew you, you were just another friend. but when i got to know you, i let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories, that would only make me cry. i had to forget my first love, and give love another try. so i've fallen in love with you, and i'll never let you go. I love you more than anyone , i just had to let you know. but you were not meant to be with me, i had to just learnt to let you go. and so it is true that feelings just live next to love..now that i have fallen for it, the poison is slowly killing me inside...the day you left me...ur image is still conserved in a special place in my heart...as i slowly learn to give you up, i just want to say...thank you for all the sweet memories...
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